Sun Sun Sun Sun Yay

Well its another beautifull sunny day out today man i am luvin it cause that means river trips are gonna be happening!!! I am 15 days in to my 30 day yoga challenge which i am having so much fun with but it is a tough and long haul! I am doing good right now because everything i am doing right now is going to make my california trip that much funner man i cannot wait to hit the waves on venice and seal beach!!! I also came to the realization that my brain is kinda funky and the choices i make in this life are totally fictional choices in a non fictional world. anways enjoy the sunshine people and i will see ya soon!!

old feelings

Well lately i have been in contact with my 1st love and it has been messing with me a bit. I have no idea why life has put me back into contact with her and its a bit difficult to asses everything with her as when i talk to her its both sets of thoughts and feelings when i was with her 2 years ago and just getting to know her again recently. She says she wishes to be friends but i do not feel it to be a genuine want so i dono what to do as it takes alot of energy to work things out with some one you have such a history with. I think the best thing is to just make sure were on good terms but not to set up anyplans to hang out until it comes natural. Also it is really crazy how vulnerable you still are to the people you open yourself up to even after years of no contact. Well i am off to work but a trip to the river with a whack of theatre peeps must be made soon!

Blind guy rocks!

Well i have introduced a new member to the family and she is beautifull... her name you might ask? CLEOPATRA thats right ladies and gentlemen we are now in the presence of egyptian royalty and let me tell you her ancient egyptian magic will kick your ass in two just ask gregiore. Me and Gregiore have been playing alot of nintendo wii lately so a shout goes out to my main man blind guy! Anyways not too much is new in life just cruzin along i suppose enjoying the summer and saving up moolah. I am definetly already stoaked for next year though as i feel adding the third year is just what we need to switch up the feel of the program. I mean the parties will defiently have a little more pizzaz to them. but n e ways just though i would do a half ass update have a good one peoples!

10 tings

I like these 10 things which i like to call 10 tings so i am making one

1)You pretend to be my friend when i know your only out for your self and to secretly talk me down to better your situation

2)I will never talk to you again unless professionally as i don't associate with people who do nothing but fuck everybody's lives up just for there own self gain

3)I adore you and feel like we will have alot of fun in days to come

4)You are my other half and i am glad to meet such a great mind. I feel a great privledge just to chill with ya and play video games well getting stoned. you are so much my other half i could masturbate in a room with you next to me well you were eaten cheetos and not feel the least bit akward.

5)You are a hip dude and i feel a great amount of peace when i am around you

6)I have gotten to know you way better this year and you are definetly a good person and i hope we can chill more and get high

7)I do like you but i am dissapointed with the choices you make so i hope you get things together one day

8)My new buddy who i wanna hit some times but only because i love ya so much

9)You well i have given up on you as my patience has worn thin with the mixed signals and lies so i wish ya the best ta ta!

10)Your a cutie and i hope i haven't upset ya with my drunken shannagins i just like to take it to the limit some times as i feel the extremes of life are beautifull!

another year

Well i suppose an update is in order so here it goes. I am doing good right now just working with my chum allen and saving up a good whack of money so i can have tonnes of fun in los angeles. I am doing good as i said but i am definetly going through a transition in life and do i ever hate change so its kinda tough but i will get through as i always do(beat that rhyme dr suess) . I suppose this year was a bit much for me and a little overwhelming and only a few people i know truely helped me get through it and to the both of u i thank you two very much cause you always made me smile and laugh when i needed it and you listened to what i had to say so thanks. I am looking forward to this summer as i feel it will give me time to think and clear my mind and give me time to figure out what i need to. I feel everybody this year brought out their true colours a bit more as we have grown comfortable and as a reaction people have grown distant. Now i am not saying this is a bad thing but it was defeintly alot to deal with for the most of us. I like it though because it is the truth and it cleared problems up so they could actually get dealt with and the people involved could move on, so for most relief atlast. I am looking forward to see what next year will offer good and bad. But i am off to bed and will probually see some of you soon.