Back on Track

Ok so being home has been great but at the same time I have lost all the structure I had day to day down south. I don't really have motivation when I wake up and I feel this is due to an unclear goal and poor organization. For those of you who know me best you know I fly by the seat of my pants every chance I get and this had worked for me in the past but I feel like I have grown in such a different direction as a person that I have to switch up and possibly upgrade my over all ethics.

I was judged by some one recently who I have always been able to share anything with. No matter what I looked like or did or even smelt like this person would always welcome me with a smile and open arms. I mean even if I butchered a cute puppy this person would ask why before punching me in the face. But for some reason the chemistry has changed and thus I was judged on my appearance alone and this was quite a dissapointment I must say. I suppose thats life though...changing all the time...

Well I am off to find some more structure and get my life cruisin the way I want it. Be sexy and be real my friends....

Life is good

I am home now and things feel as though they are falling in to place right where everything should be. Even though change can be uncomfortable and alot of the time I find reasons to resist I know that life is good and there is so much left to do and experience. One foot at a time baby, one foot at a time.....