Feelin Good

Ok so i have been hanging out with my ex girlfriend lately and it has been so comfortable around her and after 3 fucking years we are finally able to call the past the past and have fun together as friends again. Its amazing how long life takes when trying to get over things or making peace with events in your life. Although now that i am catching up with her i understand some times u need that long to grow and learn and use that to put things behind and let go of what was. But for some reason our connection now is stronger then before and i like the relationship we have now way more then what we had. I suppose what i learnt through it all is never force or try to struggle for things cause some times its just best to let life run its course and just to always be ready when oppurtunity comes your way. Also its so nice to spend time with my ex and hear her talk about how much of a fuck face some of the guys she has been dating are and agree and feel good it isn't me being the fuck face and laughing my head off. And i suppose i know now no matter how fucked up life is some times and no matter what it throws your way some times bad shit has a good explanation. Anyways i apologize for my lack of bloggidge martha and everyone else but more importantly MARTHA!!!!! but i am now back in action!